February 9
Day whatever I’ve stopped counting: taking it to the max
I’ve thrown the plan out of the window
It wasn’t working. I really needed an epiphany and I was getting nowhere fast. So it was time to really up the ante. This evening I did a monster practice as follows:
- The entire series for Level 3, using 8 different words for the 4 horizontal and 4 vertical positions (H: Clarity, Awareness, Intuition, Heart; V: Blissful, Energised, Peaceful, Synchronised – these were targeted as I was after some answers around what made me happy). With my eyes closed. And my feet off the floor. (Yep, I was falling about all over the place).
- Followed immediately by a super quick run through of all of Level 2 with eyes open and feet off the floor.
- Followed immediately by a super quick run through of Level 1, saying the positions at speed, with my eyes closed and feet off the floor.
I really wanted an answer, ok.
The result
I had originally just decided to do the first part, but even though I slowed right down at times and was constantly falling over, I still wasn’t getting that brain stuck moment. [Ok, I finally caved. I've emailed Havi (or rather marissa, I hope someone gets it anyway) and have asked for the info for the higher levels.] So I decided to keep pushing and quickly made up parts 2 and then 3.
Same result. The odd stumble. The occasional realisation that the sequence was a little off and start that section again, but no complete brain-freeze stuckness.
[Disclaimer: I'm sorry if this seems like bragging, or rubbing it in to anyone reading who might be struggling with Level 1, but I'm trusting you to understand that my motivation here is simply to express where I'm at with the practice, and not to try and make me feel big with it, or you feel small.]
What next?
Well, I have a couple of ideas:
- Let it be known that I want to take it further and see what info comes my way – DONE
- Make up something completely freaking crazy, like a pattern that never comes back to where it starts, or does so only after 64 moves or something like that – TO DO
I figure I’ll give plan A bit of time to kick in before launching plan B. Either way, could be interesting.

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